a hello (& farewell)

[image drawn by me]

It’s been over a year since I’ve revisited this blog. In that time, I’ve graduated college, started my first full-time job, moved cities, and gotten engaged. As of late, I spend my days working at a museum and my after-hours reading, exploring coffee shops, taking care of my plants, traveling up and down the California coast, scoping out the numerous staircase-centric walks in my new home city, catching up on classic animated films, and playing my violin. A lot has changed, but some things have (thankfully) stayed consistent.

For a long while, I haven’t been writing about it—not on this blog, not really elsewhere, not even so much in my journals, anymore, although that habit is something I’m still sitting here trying to build back. But in any case, I think the break was much needed in a time that was quite transition-heavy, and for that reason, not super ripe for any kind of reflection-in-the-moment.

But in any case. I’m dropping back in here to say a hello, a thank you, and a see-you-elsewhere to folks that have followed this blog for anywhere between a few months and several years since I grabbed the Wordy & Nerdy name back in 2013. This webpage isn’t going anywhere—it’ll just exist as an archive rather than a regularly updated site from now on. I’m so grateful for the growth that the practice here has brought me, both as a writer and a human. There’s still tons (like, tons) of growing to do, though, so here’s the see-you-elsewhere bit:

If you’re interested in weekly-ish stories and mini-essays from me—most likely covering nature, books, music, museums, ongoing art projects, plants I’m growing, and just generally what I’m up to and thinking about as an aspiring science communicator—find me now at seastarya.com! (P.S. rumor has it that I might be starting a limited-run sticker-and-paper-goods club … you’ll hear about it first through the newsletter.)

Hope to see you there—stay in touch!

🧡 Arya

crossing into a new year

Yes, I caved and bought Animal Crossing, like many of the humans in my life at the moment. To wrap up the year, here’s a brief snapshot of where my island is at currently.

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Speckles of light in a pandemic

When I’m living in San Diego, my mom and I talk on the phone practically every day, so I wasn’t surprised when I saw a call from her come in at 9pm on a Wednesday night.

“Did you see the picture?” was the first thing she said when I picked up. I raised my eyebrows in mild concern at my housemate, who was seated cross-legged on my bed (we had been studying for our respective upcoming exams). Then, I put my mom on speaker and opened our text conversation to be met with this:

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counting backwards [seven years]

tidepooling with my summer intern cohort!

I’ve written a lot of posts over the years about how the posts I write today may very well be terrible in the distant (or near) future simply because of individual growth over time. Lately, I’ve been grappling with the decision to leave my old writing up on this website, available for any and all eyes—do I really like that my current reflections about science, media, and more are filed next to school recaps, novel excerpts, and terrible first-draft short stories from when I was thirteen?

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thunderstorms, tiny life, & time away from time

photo creds: my friend Ian

When the rain started pouring down, I didn’t make any move to find cover. We had just returned from a sweltering, dusty, who-knows-how-many-miles-long hike through the Sierra Nevada mountains, so the brisk thunderstorm was a welcome surprise.

Our intern cohort (plus several advisors) had scaled slopes through a charred forest in search of the vast meadows we knew to be at just a slightly higher elevation. The forest had undergone a controlled burn in an attempt to protect and restore biodiversity—as fire clears long-dead organic matter, it creates room for new life to recycle those materials into their own success. As the burn flickers on, the older, larger trees continue thriving and supporting other life, from their roots to their canopies.

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on bringing my whole self to work

Some reflections on lessons learned so far from my ongoing internship and other summer involvements.

When I got the acceptance email, it took me until the first day of the internship to believe that it was true. Fast forward one week, and my disbelief-turned-acceptance had morphed into a pit in my stomach that left me feeling flustered, anxious, and frustrated at myself.

After landing a spot in a program I’d had my eye on since high school, after already hearing my mentors express their excitement to have me around for the summer, after active participation in discussions about science, I still felt like an outsider. It wasn’t a new feeling; throughout my undergraduate experiences, I’ve been fighting the voices in my head that tell me I don’t belong in many of the spaces I spend my time.

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